Yeah, But I’m Still Here

I’m unsure of which way to go.
I just don’t know,
If I should show.
I used to glow.
I’d shine,
walk through the pines,
feel sublime.
Now I feel lost.
I’ve wrote about this before,
but I at least had one plan sure.
Please help me find a cure.
I’m addicted to a certain kind of drug.
Something no hug can debug.