I’ve been so busy! But never fear I am still here. I pleased to announce that I will be putting out two books in the month of January. (God willing) If it has to go to February I’ll be okay with it, but for now I’m trying to be positive about everything. LOL. This will make seven books total. In three years I would have published three poetry books and four fiction books! I never thought I would be able to put out my own stuff but I’m so grateful that I can, and be self-published too through Amazon! I hope that I can entice you all to read my fiction book.
*I’ll post it here when it’s released.
My goal for 2023 is to continue writing. To continue expressing myself in the wonderful way of prose. My goal is to lose a little more weight, but not stress about it. My goal is to finally allow myself the chance to open up when it comes to love. I can admit that I’ve been a bit standoffish when even the idea is mentioned in my presence, but since I’m being honest I thought it best to start here. I love you all, and if I don’t post anymore this weekend, then I want to say Happy New Year!
Stay safe, and I love you all.
Rich and sweet,
That’s what eludes me.
Darkness and bitterness are what consumes me.
It shouldn’t be this way.
I should have a say in the divine.
Desire and duty always war within me.
laughed at me.
Hissed, tried to lure me.
I’ve dived into her deep abyss before.
It’d be hours, weeks, days until I’d come ashore.
I’d try anything to not become this land’s whore.
For too long.
Need to continue my existence,
Else I lose this consistence.
I stand transfixed by your movements.
Paralyzed with the thought of discovery.
It seems my time in purgatory has come to an end.
I’m drained, weak, and don’t know if I’m on the mend.
Am I human?
Of my time.
No longer tolerant of wasting anything that’s mine.
I need more than a tingling of the spine.
Take a seat, as I sip this wine.
My secret lies within the flower.
Hidden amongst rolling hills, and endless sorrow.
I can’t share my thoughts.
Sometimes I feel ashamed of my carnal desires.
I smile to hide the tears,
I laugh to ignore the fears.
I should be used to this.
The heart racing,
Fear inducing trauma,
That stops me in my tracks.
But every time it happens it feels like the first time.