I find myself unable to comprehend what’s in front of me.
I do not know if that is good or bad.
My chest tightens as the night grows darker.
-N
An Incurable Romance Writer
I find myself unable to comprehend what’s in front of me.
I do not know if that is good or bad.
My chest tightens as the night grows darker.
-N
I wonder would they love me if they knew my innermost thoughts.
I’ve been split for so long I don’t know how to be one whole person.
No rhyme or reason to this madness,
apparently it just exists within me.
-N
My mind is drifting in and out.
Cool air and warm nights do something to me.
Moon, come and save me from this mental sea.
-N
My heart is broken.
My defenses are up.
My safe haven was snatched from under me.
I have too much fear.
There was something inside of you.
It took my light away.
-N
We can do anything,
We can go anywhere.
We are not tied down.
You and me.
we don’t have rules.
We shouldn’t have inhibitions.
Leave the monotone at work.
Leave the clothes at the door.
Can you do me a favor?
Drive me crazy.
-N
If you were mine,
If you were mine.
I’d do this,
I’d take care of that,
Si Malade De Ce Meme Discours Sur Replay.
How about you show me.
How about you stop asking.
How about you stop talking.
How about you start doing.
Grip my thighs,
Grab my neck.
Suck my toes.
Give me a reason to stay.
-N
I awoke to the sounds of the night.
My eyes widened from lightning illuminating the sky.
My breath caught at the ominous sounds of thunder shaking my frame.
My skin tingled from the wind whipping across my face.
I pulled up my chair to watch the sky take out it’s anger on the world.
I reveled in the sounds of whimpers from the streets.
I laughed at the sounds of pain from the trees.
I was stuck in time.
I had no desire to leave.
-N
I’m stuck.
I have no escape.
This is the problem I fear.
There is nothing worse.
There is nothing worse.
-N
It was nightfall,
The weather was hot,
humid,
It had a tinge of sex appeal.
The road was the only thing that held my attention.
The dark obsidian eyes,
The feel of the warm earth beneath my bare feet,
The purring of the car’s engine as I pushed it’s limits,
The wind whipping through my hair and under my dress….
Yes, nature,
Make love to me.
I came just from thinking about it.
I grabbed my keys,
Walked out the door,
& started the car.
Hoston,
‘Lanta,
LA,
The Bay,
Fuck the destination;
I just needed to get away.
Just me,
& the 101.
-N
I went out on Friday night.
Went to find my love.
Lover of the evening,
One night stand,
Same thing.
I hitched up my bra,
Cut two more inches of my halter dress,
Mis sur mon baise moi pompes,
And was ready to go.
I club hopped,
Saw some friends everywhere I went,
Took shots with old lovers,
Laughed for what seemed like days.
Went to my last bar of the evening,
And there you were.
You weren’t supposed to be here.
You were the reason I disappeared.
-N