Yeah, But I’m Still Here

I’m unsure of which way to go.
I just don’t know,
If I should show.
I used to glow.
I’d shine,
walk through the pines,
feel sublime.
Now I feel lost.
I’ve wrote about this before,
but I at least had one plan sure.
Please help me find a cure.
I’m addicted to a certain kind of drug.
Something no hug can debug.

-N

A Rainy Day

I feel calm.
The rain being my balm.
The night sky keeps me spry,
I want to fly,
So I try.

-N

I……

“All my young girls round me say get this money and screw these men…..”-Jeni

I want, I want, I want.
I need, I need, I need.
Whose gonna feed
heed, reed, speed,
I can’t proceed.
I’m in a vibe,
Can’t be bribed.
Emotions,
moving in a continuous slow motion,
Same.
Thoughts running freely,
Can’t see clearly.
Mind feels crazy,
wavy,
incomprehensibly hazy.
Do you always watch me?
I’m losing composure.

-N