There’s a change taking place.
And it’s starting within me.
I fear the light,
I escape the sun,
I balk at the goodness in people.
My optimism lies in the lies of others,
You are my savior.
You chase away the demons,
I sometimes see in myself.
There’s a discord,
between me and reality.
I’m living but I’m really not.
I’m breathing, but it’s artificial.
I keep feeling stuck,
But I have no idea on who to call.
I’m having another sleepless night
There’s a war raging within me.
I keep fighting the deep abyss,
I keep fighting gravity.
I keep soldiering on.
I keep walking on.
I’ve said I’m lost before.
I’ve said that I don’t know where I am.
I’ve said before that I can’t breathe.
What do you think it means?
I feel like crying, but have run out of tears.
I feel like yelling but my voice has become hoarse.
I’m trying to take a deep breath,
But I can’t.
There is a layer of bricks on my chest.
I can’t cope.
You’re apprehensively aroused.
This unemotional object that I’ve seem to become.
woman I’ve become.
You look genuinely perplexed as to why I have become this soulless robot.
As if the dirty thong in your pants pocket wasn’t obvious enough on laundry day.
Avez-vous essuye les jus de la chatte sale votre visage quand vous etes venu chez moi embrasser?
Cat got your tongue?
Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned they say.
Hell hath no fury like a woman.
Hell hath no fury.
Huh, It fits.
We can do anything,
We can go anywhere.
We are not tied down.
You and me.
we don’t have rules.
We shouldn’t have inhibitions.
Leave the monotone at work.
Leave the clothes at the door.
Can you do me a favor?
Drive me crazy.
See it was like this.
I was trying to tell you but….
There was a road…
You and me….
My heart couldn’t belong to you.
It looked like there was nothing you could do.
I am my own worst enemy.
I am the problem that keeps getting in the way.
People love to blame another.
They love to think of something,
That made them go asunder.
The evil that lies within the earth.
The negative down under.
What if it was just us?
What if we held ourselves back?
What if I am the invisible line that I cannot cross?
If you were mine,
If you were mine.
I’d do this,
I’d take care of that,
Si Malade De Ce Meme Discours Sur Replay.
How about you show me.
How about you stop asking.
How about you stop talking.
How about you start doing.
Grip my thighs,
Grab my neck.
Suck my toes.
Give me a reason to stay.
I awoke to the sounds of the night.
My eyes widened from lightning illuminating the sky.
My breath caught at the ominous sounds of thunder shaking my frame.
My skin tingled from the wind whipping across my face.
I pulled up my chair to watch the sky take out it’s anger on the world.
I reveled in the sounds of whimpers from the streets.
I laughed at the sounds of pain from the trees.
I was stuck in time.
I had no desire to leave.
Twisting and turning in this bed.
Legs in a vise grip.
Air levels are depleting.
Gasping for acceptance,
Gasping for love,
Gasping for truth,
Gasping for understanding.
I am a huge contradiction.
I am the thing I fear the most.
I shake my head no,
But spread my legs,
In desperate anticipation,
For the devil’s euphoric stroke and flow.
My chest heaves anxiously,
For his talented tongue to taste my skin,
I need this sin.
My nipples tighten in practiced rhapsody,
For the soulless being taking me to ecstasy.
My core soaks in abject blasphemy,
For the ignorant bliss he brings for the night.
Suffocation is here,
The man in black has [finally] re-appeared.
My affinity for the sinful,
For the debauchery,
For the unattainable,
Will be the death of me.