Shaved

It was freeing, really.

Taking away what once controlled me.

It was hard to fathom previously,

Now, I feel the stares and revel in it deviously.

-N

There’s a Hideaway That I-

I can feel a change coming over me.

I’ve said this before.

I battle with a lot.

This feeling,

This other part of me.

This double life I’m living.

Beautiful one day,

Wrecked the next.

Nothing is enough.

Nothing satisfies me.

There is no limit.