Je Ne Peux Plus Penser Ou Le Sommeil

I’ve said I’m lost before.

I’ve said that I don’t know where I am.

I’ve said before that I can’t breathe.

What do you think it means?

I feel like crying, but have run out of tears.

I feel like yelling but my voice has become hoarse.

I’m trying to take a deep breath,

But I can’t.

There is a layer of bricks on my chest.

I can’t cope.

-N