Je Regrette Le Jour Où Je Vous Jamais Confiance

My heart is broken.

My defenses are up.

My safe haven was snatched from under me.

I have too much fear.

There was something inside of you.

It took my light away.

-N

Le Défenseur De La Lumière

There’s a change taking place.

And it’s starting within me.

I fear the light,

I escape the sun,

I balk at the goodness in people.

My optimism lies in the lies of others,

You are my savior.

You chase away the demons,

I sometimes see in myself.

-N

Jours et Nuits

There’s a discord,

between me and reality.

I’m living but I’m really not.

I’m breathing, but it’s artificial.

I keep feeling stuck,

But I have no idea on who to call.

I’m having another sleepless night

There’s a war raging within me.

I keep fighting the deep abyss,

I keep fighting gravity.

I keep soldiering on.

I keep walking on.

-N

Je Ne Peux Plus Penser Ou Le Sommeil

I’ve said I’m lost before.

I’ve said that I don’t know where I am.

I’ve said before that I can’t breathe.

What do you think it means?

I feel like crying, but have run out of tears.

I feel like yelling but my voice has become hoarse.

I’m trying to take a deep breath,

But I can’t.

There is a layer of bricks on my chest.

I can’t cope.

-N

Je Déteste Quand La Chaleur Est Prévu

You’re angry.

You’re apprehensively aroused.

This unemotional object that I’ve seem to become.

This listless,

phlegmatic,

dispassionate,

woman I’ve become.

You look genuinely perplexed as to why I have become this soulless robot.

As if the dirty thong in your pants pocket wasn’t obvious enough on laundry day.

Question,

Avez-vous essuye les jus de la chatte sale votre visage quand vous etes venu chez moi embrasser?

Huh?

No?

Cat got your tongue?

Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned they say.

Hell hath no fury like a woman.

Hell hath no fury.

Hell.

You.

Huh, It fits.

-N

Death By Review

We can do anything,

We can go anywhere.

We are not tied down.

You and me.

we don’t have rules.

We shouldn’t have inhibitions.

Leave the monotone at work.

Leave the clothes at the door.

Can you do me a favor?

Drive me crazy.

-N