Heart beats quickly.
I can’t breathe.
This heady sensation.
No don’t stop,
keep going.
If all I can have is pleasure,
Then let me treasure.
Laying on this bed,
feels like paradise.
My heart feels compromised;
Yet I roll the dice.
You lean over my body.
You whisper in my ear,
You tell me things a woman should hear.
Feeling open,
Exposed,
Where is the fire coming from?
This internal steam.
You make me cream.
You scare me because you make me dream.
Dream about more than the average,
To reach for something above and beyond.
Because of your hands,
You have me doing things I don’t understand.
You make me second guess what I thought I knew.
How could I never had a clue?
You hold my body as a person should.
You tell me to trust,
You tell me it’s a must.
I’m trying, but it’s hard.
I tell you but you kiss me,
Hold me,
Shake your head and tell me that you can keep me safe and warm.
I shake my head and disagree.
I tell you,
It’s so hard to give something you fear being broken.
Used,
Overlooked.
You caress my face,
And tell me of a place we will go.
You tell me to close my eyes,
And you will make all the worry subside.
Seen, scream, beam.
You know the theme.
I take a sip from the flask,
and take off the mask.
-N
JustNicoleRenee 